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  Exit Plans for Teenage Freaks

  Being the kid abducted by old Ms. Easton when he was four permanently set Cole’s status to freak. At seventeen, his exit plan is simple: make it through the last few weeks of high school with his grades up and his head down.

  When he pushes through the front door of the school and finds himself eighty kilometers away holding the door of a museum he was just thinking about, Cole faces facts: he’s either more deluded than old Ms. Easton, or he just teleported.

  Now every door is an accident waiting to happen—especially when Cole thinks about Malik, who, it turns out, has a glass door on his shower. When he starts seeing the same creepy people over his shoulder, no matter how far he’s gone, crushes become the least of his worries. They want him to stop, and they'll go to any length to make it happen.

  Cole is running out of luck, excuses, and places to hide.

  Time for a new exit plan.

  What Reviewers Say About ’Nathan Burgoine

  Of Echoes Born

  “Burgoine assembles 12 queer supernatural tales, several of which interlock…The best tales could easily stand alone; these include ‘The Finish,’ about an aging vintner whose erotic dalliance with a deaf young man named Dennis gets complicated, and ‘Struck,’ in which beleaguered bookstore clerk Chris meets Lightning Todd, who predicts his future wealth and romance. A pair of stories set in ‘the Village,’ a gay neighborhood, feature appealing characters and romances and could be components of a fine Tales of the City–like novel.”—Publishers Weekly

  “The best short story collections are treasure chests that sparkle—not from the gems they contain, but with a light greater than the whole as the reader is left knowing more about life. In such work the mysteries aren’t solved, but the questions get redefined. And so the tales in Of Echoes Born shimmer like gold, and not the kind you’ll covet. This is one of those books that, when finished, you hurry to buy copies for friends.”—Tom Cardamone, Lambda Literaray Award–winning author of Green Thumb, Night Sweats: Tales of Homosexual Wonder and Woe, and The Lurid Sea

  Light

  “What’s stunning about this debut is its assurance. In terms of character, plot, voice, and narrative skill, Burgoine knocks it out of the park as if this were his tenth book instead of his first. He, along with Tom Cardamone, has the considerable gift of being able to ground the extraordinary in the ordinary so that it becomes just an extension of everyday life.”—Out in Print

  “Burgoine’s initial novel is a marvelously intricate story, stretching the boundaries of science and paranormal phenomena, with a cast of delightfully diverse characters, all fully nuanced and relatable to the reader. I honestly could not put the book down, and recommend it highly, as I look forward to his next novel.”—Bob Lind, Echo Magazine

  “Light manages to balance a playful sense of humor, hot sex scenes, and provocative thinking about the meanings of individuality, acceptance, pride, and love. Burgoine takes some known gay archetypes—the gay-pride junkie, the leather SM top—and unpacks them in knowing and nuanced ways that move beyond stereotypes or predictability. With such a dazzling novelistic debut, Burgoine’s future looks bright.”—Chelsea Station Magazine

  “Light by ’Nathan Burgoine is part mystery, part romance, and part superhero novel. Which is not to say that Light emulates such ‘edgy’ angst-filled comic book heroes as the X-Men; if you’ll pardon the pun, it is much lighter in tone.”—Lambda Literary

  Triad Blood

  “’Nathan Burgoine is a talented writer who creates a fascinating world and complex characters…If you’re a fan of demons, vampires, wizards, paranormal fiction, mysteries, thrillers, stories set in Canada, or a combination of the previously mentioned, do yourself a favor and check this book out!”—The Novel Approach

  “Triad Blood was a fun book. If you’re a fan of gay characters, urban fantasies, and (even better) both of them, you’ll enjoy Triad Blood.”—Pop Culture Beast

  Triad Soul

  “’Nathan Burgoine’s Triad Blood, the first book in this series, was one of my favourite books of last year and Triad Soul is, if anything, even better…what sets it apart, and makes me genuinely love this book (and series) is the depiction, both in fact and in allegory, of queer community. The prose is generally crisp and cleanly written, but there are also flourishes of creativity that elevate the writing above the prosaic. It has heart, imagination, and skill. Like Triad Blood before it, I suspect this is going to be one of my favourite books of its year.”—Binge on Books

  “’Nathan Burgoine really excels at creating a fascinating and unique supernatural world full of interesting politics. If you are a paranormal or a suspense fan, I think there is a lot here that will appeal to you, particularly if you are looking for a unique take on the various supernatural beings. Burgoine has really created something engaging here and I definitely recommend the series.”—Joyfully Jay

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  Credits

  Editor: Jerry L. Wheeler

  Production Design: Stacia Seaman

  Cover Design by Inkspiral Design

  Acknowledgments

  Exit Plans for Teenage Freaks wouldn’t have happened without so many people.

  First, the entire crew of Bold Strokes Books authors, editors, and lesser-praised-but-intrinsic members of the publishing team who were there at the retreat in Easton Mountain where a fun pitch contest turned into an idea that wouldn’t leave me alone. Nell Stark and Jennifer Lavoie, especially, both of whom gave me “that look” when I said I couldn’t imagine trying to write a YA given my own youth experiences. And, as always, Jerry L. Wheeler, who takes what I write and hands me back an edited version that makes me guilty to take the credit.

  Second, the four high school groups—be they called SAGAs, GSAs, or Rainbow Clubs—who let me ask questions and listen and be included in some amazing, and often hilarious, conversations. I have never felt so much hope in my life, and I will never forget the hysterical pan-bi “clarification” discussion of 2017. I hope its inclusion here will give you all a chuckle. Also, I hope I did a good job with the Rainbow Club, specifically peopled for you amazing young people with your awesome bow ties, indomitable will, and seriously brilliant insights.

  Third, my ASL buddies who didn’t let their fluency slip like I did, my former ASL teacher, and my interpreter friends who really helped me with trying to find the balance in print. Highest praise and my eternal thanks to Scott Patrick Tozer, who went above and beyond, and I h
ope the namesake clearly illustrates my gratitude. At this point, I’ll also note any mistakes made here in any way relating to ASL are totally my fault; it’s a language with its own syntax and grammar and idiomatic style, and my own imperfect understanding is the culprit, not the experts who donated so much of their time to help me.

  And, of course, to my husband, Dan. I couldn’t do any of this without him. If I could open a door to anywhere? He’d be on the other side, every time. Unless he’s watching another mathematics YouTube video.

  Hey you, setting up the board game? Scribbling stories, drawing characters, watching sci-fi, rolling dice, placing meeples?

  I see you.

  To-Do

  Bring home calculus textbook

  Exam prep: calculus, biology

  Exam prep: English (reread?)

  Exam prep: French (practice exam!)

  Movie night with Alec this w/e?

  Make lunch for Tuesday, slacker

  One

  On the list of things I’d considered might go wrong in the last two weeks before I had finals, it hadn’t occurred to me to put “teleporting to the aviation museum” among them.

  But here I was. At the museum.

  The guy behind the ticket counter probably wondered why I’d just walked into the museum and stopped dead with my mouth open. I was wondering the same thing, but not in the same way since just a few seconds ago, I was many kilometers away at school.

  “You okay?” he asked, which made me realize just how long I’d been standing there.

  “Yep. Yes, I mean. Yeah.” I was nodding so fast I must have looked like a bobblehead. I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself down. Sweat broke out across my forehead. I felt woozy, like I’d just run a small marathon. I didn’t do marathons. Hell, I tried to avoid running at all, unless maybe someone was chasing me.

  This was impossible. I was standing in the aviation museum. I could see the gift shop and the cafe and the Lancaster Bomber and it just wasn’t possible, but here I was.

  What the hell had just happened to me? Had I snapped and gone completely mental? Maybe I’d get an upgrade in nicknames from Colenap to Colesnap.

  I shuddered.

  The man was frowning at me again.

  Make a plan, Cole. That was my thing. I was good at it. Plans, I mean. Not getting stared at. Although, truth be told, I was pretty good at that, too.

  Move. Rather than stand there with my mouth open, I made my way into the gift shop. The guy at the admissions desk finally went back to what he was doing. Immediate crisis averted. Except not at all. Because, again: museum.

  I rubbed my temples, shaky and not just a little bit dizzy. Maybe I was sick. Did I eat something funny?

  Plusses and minuses. Plus? The longer I stood there trying to calm down, the better I started to feel. Minus? The museum didn’t stop being a museum. I looked at the rack of postcards in front of me without really seeing them.

  Okay. Think. How did you get here?

  No idea. One second I was at school, the next—

  Wait. Was it the next? Had I lost time?

  Was it like before?

  Oh God, anything but that.

  An older woman stood reading a book at the cash register. She hadn’t seemed to notice me, which I was fine with. I circled closer to her, and she looked up and smiled.

  “Hello,” she said.

  “Hi,” I said, looking at her monitor. The clock and the date was in the bottom corner.

  I exhaled in relief. Nope, that was right. No lost time. Same day, same hour, same impossible location.

  Lunch will be over soon. How am I going to get back to class?

  “Are you okay, dear?”

  “Awesome. Great. I mean, I’m good.” I smiled at the woman, going through the lobby again and refusing to make eye contact with the guy at the ticket counter. I pushed my way through the glass doors to the outside.

  The aviation museum was basically in the middle of nowhere, off the highway where an old airport had once stood. No one could see me, so it didn’t matter if I just stood for a little bit. It was a nice day, and the air helped clear my head.

  Other than feeling suddenly bone-tired, I was very much my usual self.

  What, exactly, had just happened to me?

  * * *

  It was a regular lunch. We were sitting at our usual spot outside near the field on the front rows of the bleachers, talking. Rhonda had her head in Lindsey’s lap, and they were taking pictures of each other with their phones. Grayson was texting one of the ever-shifting possible new boyfriends he kept talking about and laughing just loud enough at whatever he was writing or reading to make us look over at him now and then. Nat had their eyes closed and face turned up to the sun, and I had my bullet journal open and was sketching everyone’s faces into the spaces around my latest to-do list.

  I had no idea my day was going to take a detour into the surreal. These were normal things. Lindsey and Rhonda were always being super-sweet to the point of giving the rest of us cavities. Grayson always wanted us to notice what he was doing. Nat was always miles away from the rest of us.

  I always made lists and then drew all around them.

  Finals were coming, and my list was mostly my study plan. I wanted to ace French, didn’t have too much fear about my English exam, and was working on when to go over my calculus and biology notes.

  “Why did I take calculus?” I said. I was currently holding on to my B+ by the skin of my teeth.

  “Because you’re smart,” Nat said, without opening their eyes.

  “I’m not smart.”

  “You’re smart,” Nat said again, in that frustratingly confident voice they had.

  “Tell that to my B+.”

  “Some of us would kill to have a B+ in a math class,” Grayson said.

  “Some of us could, if they’d study now and then,” I said.

  “See?” Nat said. “Smart.”

  I put down my notepad. “I don’t even need calculus.”

  Nat finally opened their eyes. “How do you sign math?”

  “Two M’s. Like this.” I showed them the sign.

  They smiled. “See? It might come up. You might need to interpret calculus for someone.”

  I blinked. I hadn’t thought of that.

  “You just gave him something new to worry about,” Lindsey said.

  Nat laughed. “I did, didn’t I?”

  “No,” I said, though I wasn’t sure I meant it. “I’m good.” I wasn’t good. They were right. It was one thing to look ahead at an interpreting career, but it was another to realize once again how many different concepts I still had no idea how to work with.

  “I’ll be right back,” I said. “I just want to get my phone and check something.” We weren’t allowed our phones in class, and I hadn’t stopped to pick mine up at the start of lunch. I’d bought my lunch today and wanted to get to the cafeteria before the line had gotten too long.

  “You worry too much,” Nat said, but I just shrugged and put down my notebook and pencil.

  I didn’t worry, exactly.

  I just thought a lot about possibilities. Contingencies.

  And interpreting calculus hadn’t been a possibility I’d considered before.

  This wasn’t the first time I’d faced vocabulary I hadn’t known. All last summer, my dad had let me shadow him on his video remote interpreting business, and a guy had booked an appointment to talk to the aviation museum. I’d taken a tour of the place and realized pretty quick I didn’t know how to sign a crap-ton of engineering terms. My dad walked me through doing my own research. I’d spent a couple of days there beforehand, reading the plaques and using my phone and my computer to figure out creative ASL interpretations for words like “aileron” and “variometer.” After he’d done the official tour, we’d come back the following week and done a pretend version of our own with him as the “client” and me interpreting, and it had gone pretty smoothly.

  Maybe Nat was right. Maybe doing e
nough homework did make me smart. They were definitely right about being prepared for new topics.

  I reached for the door to the school and pulled, thinking about all the stuff I’d learned about the Lancaster Bomber.

  And then…

  Poof.

  * * *

  Was that it? I looked warily at the door to the museum. I’d been thinking about this place. And here I was.

  Should I click my heels?

  I closed my eyes and thought about school. The grey brick, the glass front, the library, the computer room, my friends, our spot on the bleachers. Hell, I even thought about the office and cranky old Mr. Bundy.

  But when I opened my eyes, I was still right here. Light-headed, a bit woozy, but definitely still at the aviation museum.

  Okay, now what? I needed to get my butt back to school from kilometers away without freaking anyone out, and that was going to involve someone who didn’t mind bucking the system and who maybe wouldn’t ask me any questions if I begged them not to.

  That left one option: Alec.

  I reached into my pocket for my phone and groaned.

  My phone was in my locker. Right.

  I closed my eyes and tried to think. My brain felt like it got when I forgot to look up and realized just a few minutes of Tumblr had turned into hours. I took a few deep breaths, but it didn’t help at all. I was definitely off. I wasn’t exhausted, but my body was definitely…heavier. I just wanted to lie down for a second.